What a week it was ! Nothing happened “on the outside”, no drama inside. All quiet. And sooo relaxing – for a simple reason : The abomination I have to call “colleague” had called in sick (and chances are good that I won’t meet this person next week too).
On Tuesday I stood in front of my vehicle, it was all frozen over, a cold & silent ddm it was, damndarkmorning, coined by Savannah. But something was different. I had no bellyache. And I realised that in the weeks before, my stomach had started to hurt in the morning when I boarded my vehicle. The daily outlook to work “together” with mentioned person slowly gnawed on me since mid-September last year. The relation between co-driver & driver can be described as “tense”, or “taut”. I can’t describe with words how repulsed I feel by this person’s presence (usually I would not stay in a room with this human, now we share a vehicle for four hours a day), while on the opposite side it is not much better, since I am met with pure contempt, sheer scorn.
The replacement was a colleague I had encountered several times before, at similar occasions. And all of a sudden I saw how it can, how it should be. A colleague, who knows how to use the brakes on a wheelchair – and uses them (!) ; who interacts with kids, and parents, without that vomit inducing air of superiority ; who can take care of himself, and simply does what needs to be done. I saw what I was missing since September.
So I decided to talk to my dispatcher. I already had done this last year (in October), to warn him that the situation was not good, and could deteriorate. Back then he was not taking this too serious. This time he did, and promised that a solution would be found until Easter. Of course I offered to take another vehicle / route ; I offered basically anything, just to be separated from the already mentioned person. Whatever the solution will be, one of us will have to leave.
This afternoon my co-driver announced via sms that a visit at the doctor’s is scheduled for Monday. So with a little luck, I face another happy week – bliss !
Now excuse me, I have to go and search for a Sunday Music.
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